lost in ur luv

Your words of pain enter my heart,I can feel them,I can almost touch them,Yet I have no real magic,I can only give you my love,But love does not seem to be potent enough,Your wounds are too deep and painful,I enter them and try to find a resolution,There is none,I try to find some glimmer of hope,There is none,Your heart is ice cold,No fire can melt it away,At least for now,Please come back to me,Open your heart,Open your arms,Open your eyes once again,You are blinded by his love,You are fueled by his love,But where are you,I look into your eyes and a vast sea of emptiness floats before me,You have given yourself to him,But he cannot keep you,My search for you is not over,You will return once again.

slow tears

I look upas a tear rolls slowlydown my cheekI think about better daysand wonder if I'll feel that way againyou look at mewith those eyes I know so wellalways serious, so deep and insightfulas though you're always in controlBut not todaynot nowNow you look so scaredlike for once you don't have the answerI gaze at youlooking deep into those hazel eyesHoping to understandwhy you've said those things you didI wonder for a momentif this is all a dreamif I shall wake in the morningand be relievedyou look at mewith a confusion I have never seenslowly pull me towards youand wipe the tears from my cheek

Falling IN Ur Luv

When I say I love you I doBut this with you will not doI need someone I can lean onSomeone I can count on tooYes you are there sometimesFor that I am grateful to youBut I need someone there full timeAnd that you can not doYou told me once you loved meThat I could believe in youI was there when you needed someoneWhere were you when I needed someone, too?The time has come for me to let goNever to expect you to care againPeople may come and people may goBut my love will never end

OUR LOVE

A warm sensation fills my bodyMy heart races with every touchThe softness of your voice soothesMy soulAs I lay there hoping the momentWill never endCalling out for youPraying that you'll never let me goThe sensation so strongI can no longer feel my bodySlowly I fade in and out of realityIn an instant the warm sensationFades awayMy heart emptyMy soul torn apartLying there; wondering where I wentWrongCalling out for you, only to findthere is no answerMy mind invaded with thoughtsSo cruel and unrefinedThe sensation of fear of what's to comeSlowly the reality over poweringThe lust and fantasyLeaving me emptyConfused on how to think or feelThe loneliness I feelSo wretched and compelledBetrayal to myselfRevealing the terrors of ur love

THINKING OF U

Thinking. Can't stop thinking.Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day.That dream was mine.A utopian dream.Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree.Pointy, like a star, you shone.So bright, yet not shining as a star would,But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard.You would not show off like a star.Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively -you were a star in my eyes.But like all stars, you died.That gas was gone.No pull between us.The atmosphere was dryand I began to choke.I was taken from my star - like a child being taken from its poor,drunken mother - I did not know what was happening.Dazed. Confused. Without true reality, I there sat.Wondering.The end of my world had only just begun, with yours beginning

I MISS YOU

This yearning in my heartThis confusion in my mindThe words left unspokenHaunts me all the timeEveryday I watch pass byWith an emptiness in my lifeAnd a hole in my heartWhere only you belongThere are nights I wake up cryingAnd wishing you were hereTo hold me in your armsAnd kiss away my tearsThere is something that keeps me holding on -What I'll never knowBut one day things will go my wayAnd I'll have you in my arms

YOUR EYES

When I look at your eyes, I see your true self.I see you're sweet, and caring.I see you're giving and forgiving.I see your love for me.When I look at your eyes I stop myself from cryingWhen I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry.I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes againThat I'll never see the love or the sweetnessOr the love that makes you who you are.One day you'll be gone - gone from me.Gone from this world.No matter what happens, those eyes will one day closeAnd forever rest in peace.But you'll never be completely gone,Because every time I close my eyes,There you will be.

WAITING FOR YOU

Wanting,lusting,to be held,to be loved,to feel warmth,to feel your beating heart.Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,heartless winds.Falling into invisible arms;into an abyss of love.Wishing,hoping,that my desires will be filled;my desires of loving warmth.Wanting to be held,comforted,loved.Dreaming of passionate embraces,of tender kisses,loving words,romantic nights.Waiting for undying love.