HaPpY nEw YeAr.....

New years come and new years go,Pieces of time all in a row.As we live our life, each second and minute,We know we’re privileged to have you in it.Our appreciation never endsFor our greatest blessings: our family and friends.
Happy New Year!

wish u all a very very happy n sucessful new year

Will AlwAys LuV yOu

Standing here all on my own,watching life go by,taking in those dreadful words,...a tear drops from my eye,I stood there as I watched you run,and waited for the pain,love can be a painful thing,you used my love in vain,Why'd you leave me here to cry?,our love had felt so...right,why'd you go and break my heart,just like you did that night,let me kiss your lips once more,so I can see it's true,help me see your love is gone,that I can't be with you,don't leave me here to fall apart,to watch you fade away,tell me how you really feel,and why you just won't stay,I never thought I'd cry so much,I want to see this through...although you'll never feel for me.....I always will love you.

My DrEaMs

I was thinking of us last nightAnd the times we sharedHow good we wereBut now we are apartYet we still have ourDreamsFor in our Dreams we are togetherHolding hands on the beachTalking all night under the silver moonKissing and holding each other tightDreamsFor no matter the distanceOr the obstacle I will always belong to youFor we are meant for each othernot only in reality, but also in ourDreams

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MY Mirror

My Closest Friend

Today I found a friend

,Who knew everything I felt.

She knew my every weakness,

And the problems I've been dealt.
She understood my wonders,

And listened to my dreams.

She listened to how I felt about life and love,

And knew what it all means.
Not once did she interrupt me,

Or tell me I was wrong.

She understood what I was going through,

And promised she'd stay long
I reached out to this friend

To show her that i care

To pull her close and let her knowHow much I need her there
I went to hold her hand

To pull her a bit nearer

And realized that this perfect friend

I foundWas nothing

but my mirror.

Promises Made!!!

Promises are made in the wind,

And as quickly are they broke

As reality sets in...

A promise is a joke

.But I see another side

,A dream that may come true

Has Been dreamt in your eyes...

And always am I with you

.Believe in this, if nothing besides,

True love has found a place...

In the tears that we cry,

In the future we face.

As eternal seconds pass

,Our dream is begun.

Memories are made in the sand

And the race is won.

My heart beats for you, my love,

As it has for no one before;

Like an angel sent from Heaven above,

Washed up on the shore.

You are my dream,that is reality

,And I am yours forever.

In your heart is where I'll be,

Although we are not together.

Time is spent thinking of you,

Only wishing to be near,

And though those times are few,

I know your mind is here.

You will always be in my heart,

As I know this time is for real.

Months ago was a start

As my pain began to heal.

Now nothing else matters,

But you in my arms,

As together we climb the ladder,

And keep ourselves from harm.

High above the pain and fear,

We teach each other to fly,

And as long as your heart is here...

I can never die.

You are my fantasy,

As true as life and death;

And, baby, you will surely be...

My dying breath.

Why My Heart...????

You where my all the one I adored,

The one who I trusted the most in the world

I gave you the pureist of me

You asked me to trust you.

See my love was real i guess yours was fake because i would have never lied to you or pushed you away.

You have no idea how much I have cried asking the Lord why my heart,

why did you brake me in half

this pain that consumes me and won't let me think

My heart had never felt such pain yet the one who asked me to trust caused this enourmous hurt and disappointment and yes shame.

Don't worry about saying sorry or you wish me the best what goes around comes around and that is what i have to say about that.

Adios Mi Amor My Bay this Love is the One you let slip away.

Don't think that I will cry forever I love myself too much

But yes know this you hurt me soooo Dam much.

One day the only one you gave away will be the one your wishing for

My Best FRIEND

You've been there for me

through the good times and bad

I know I can count on you

to be there when I'm sad

Life without you

just wouldn't be right

I wouldn't be able to get through

each day and night

When I've had a bad day

I know that you're only a call away

When life takes that crazy turn

You are always there to help me learn

We've had so many good times together

I know we'll be best friends forever

No matter where we are

I know we'll never be too far

You're my idol, my sister, my friend

We'll be together till the end

Even when we're old and gray

You'll be here still, to help me get on my way

My Little Butterfly

The butterfly in all here bawersMingles

softly with the flowers

Here gentle wings on high duth break

With summer zephyr's consummate

Cryptic ciphers

On in sky describe

Here path through the heaven's

Where magic thermals reside

Vivid, impressionism

Chick on the blue

Transforming the day

To a brighter huw

Dazzling Sense's

With ethereal calm

A loving synergy

Of love in here charm

Love of the flowers, where bluebells ring

Love in the beauty the butterfly brings

Silken satin coloured by sun

My little butterfly

You are the one

Life

My days are filled with anguish and pain.My nights are engulfed with an endless strain.Through the day I search for a way to end the feeling of emptiness in my life.But then night comes and reality cuts me sharp like a knife.For it is at night I realize I have accomplished little in my years.This is when my eyes begin to fill with tears.Although I know tomorrow will bring rays of sunshine to a few.For me it will bring another dayFilled with raindrops and dew.I do have hope for my future toHave joyous days.But this will take time, patience,And walking through a somewhat endless maze.

love

A warm sensation fills my bodyMy heart races with every touchThe softness of your voice soothesMy soulAs I lay there hoping the momentWill never endCalling out for youPraying that you'll never let me goThe sensation so strongI can no longer feel my bodySlowly I fade in and out of realityIn an instant the warm sensationFades awayMy heart emptyMy soul torn apartLying there; wondering where I wentWrongCalling out for you, only to findthere is no answerMy mind invaded with thoughtsSo cruel and unrefinedThe sensation of fear of what's to comeSlowly the reality over poweringThe lust and fantasyLeaving me emptyConfused on how to think or feelThe loneliness I feelSo wretched and compelledBetrayal to myselfRevealing the terrors of my love

Why Do I ???

Why do I smile at the sound of your voice?

Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice?

Why do I let you touch me in places never touched?

Why do I like to have you around so much?

Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss?

Why do I feel like I could live forever like this?

Why do I put my heart in your hands?

Why do I answer to your every demand?

Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong?

Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong?

Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right?

Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight?

Why do I care about you even though you hurt me?

Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality?

Why do I try to hide from what is true?

Why do I still have these feelings for you?

goodbye.....

Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them.....
When the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips you miss them?
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish them, words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in your head..... to no more than living size when they are brought out.... Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart... but if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.... when you least suspect it!
You never leave someone behind, you take a part of them with you and leave a part of yourself behind.
I made the choice to finally go because I cant stand this pain. Its time for my last tear to fall and me to smile again. Being strong sometimes means being able to let go.
As you left and said your good-byes, you forgot to tell my heart how to live without you.
Good-byes make you think. They make you realize what you've had, what you've lost and what you've taken for granted.
How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to.
I learned to laugh, I learned to cry, but will I ever learn to say goodbye? Ive learned that good-byes will always hurt, pictures can never replace being there, memories forget the hard times, words can never replace feelings, and heroes often go unsung.
Saying goodbye isnt the hard part, its what we leave behind that's tough.
Why are the words goodbye, Im sorry and I love you, so easily pronounced, but so hard to say? Goodbye,.

Broken luv n memories

Memories are all that remains,Of a perfect love gone wrong,Memories of your warm smile,Of your soft loving caresses,And your sweet tender kisses,Memories so bitter yet so sweet,Where my lips curl into a smile,Yet the joy never to reach my eyes,As unbidden tears streak down,Memories of a classic love story,That ended on a rain soaked day,As if the sky saw and empathized,And weeped along with my heart,Moments we had spent together,Will live and last forever,As unforgettable memories,To be played over and over,Memories are all that I have left,Of a love that once burned bright,Now masked, dimmed and dying,But it is in this eternal moment,That I love you the most,But it is too late to turn back now,For we have taken a one way road,To memories and might have beens,And used up all our given chances,So now, while I hurt and ache,I will also pray, hope and wait,For a gentle and loving heart,To heal and revive this love broken soul,And give a new home to this orphaned heart...…

Love still hurts

I know in my heart its overYou just want me for a friendI realize more each momentYour love is at the endI find it hard to look at youIt still hurts to see your faceI can't forget how good you feltI miss your sweet embraceI can not bare to hear you talkWeak vibrations are so wrongThere's no affection in your voiceThe sound of love is goneThere's pain in every breath I takeThe air broadcasts your cologneAt home, at work, and everywhereI'm lost and all aloneI've heard it said "Time heals all wounds"I can only hope its trueRight now it seems unlikelyBecause I'm still in love with you

Memories

As I look at the light of the starsIt reminds me of your beautiful brown eyesWhen you used to be always at my side...Every time I drive at night and go by your houseIt brings memories when we used to be so close.Memories of you and when I learned everything about loveMemories that I try to rejectBut sometimes I end up cryingbecause I can't forgetAll the love you brought and left in my way.Sometimes I wonder whyAll this memories come to my mindWhen I thought it was easy to leave you behind.I was wrong because my broken heart still misses and call for your hands,To feel it pump for you.Now all I have is memories,Memories that brings emptiness.Memories of the days we used to talk,When we used to think we were the only lovers in this crazy world,When I used to think our love was the more valuable than all the pearls and gold,When I said our love was brighter than the sun,When we were louder than love,When we were two young persons filled with joy.Memories sealed forever by my side,memories I will always keep deep inside.

Nights without you

Sleepless, dreamless, hopeless nights,I wish for you to come.To fill my eyes with tears of happiness,and take away this glum.I wish for you to put your hands around me,and make me cozy and warm,and fill my stomach with butterflies and bees,that so gently swarm.I wish for you to bring me joy,when everything seems so bad,and take me out of this unhappy mood,that makes me feel so sad.I wish for you to give me back the memoriesthat brightened up my heart,and let us share more of them,because I do not understandwhy we ever did part.I wish for everything to be as it was,having soft sleeps filled with dreams and hope tonight,so that for every coming day there is a shine of light.Does it have to end like this?For I'm not back in your arms, my dreams still torn, my heart still empty, my life with no happiness, my day with no future without you.

We were meant to be.......

Somewhere in timeWe fell in loveOur feelings were so strongStars sparkled up aboveSomewhere in timeNothing else matteredWe were togetherUntil our hopes and our dreams were shatteredSomewhere in timeGreat memories are thereOur love was once greatNothing could compareSomewhere in timeOur love stands stillA love that we lostSomehow, against our willSomewhere in timeWe'll meet againSomewhere in timeOur love will never end

The Darkness

If only it were so simple,to cruise through life smelling roses;but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots.Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race.Yet they change with every turn, around every wall,and remain elusive throughout the quest.Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage;we will drag them with us to slow us down.The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow usto glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends.Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us.Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us.The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths,yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness.There are others trying to race to the end;occasionally, we bump into one or two.The bonds we form help us down the path less lonelybut eventually, we lose each other in the darkness.Alone is not a bad way to be;it clears your head and focuses you on the journey.Cherish the short intervals during the quest you have with others,but be prepared to walk alone in the darkness.

EiD mUbAaRiK

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'Eid a Day of remembrance

'Eid a Day of victory

'Eid a Harvest Day '

Eid a Day of forgiveness

'Eid a Day of peace

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First Kiss

I stair into your beautiful brown eyes,I can feel the blood rushing throughout my body. And as I brush the hair out of your face,I slide my hand down your soft slender cheek,as my skin touches yours, our hearts beat faster. As you run your hands through my hair I lean towards you,I breathe you in. And when our eyes close, our lips meet. Our kiss is soft and wet, smooth and warm,sensuous and passionate. The kiss hits our whole bodies like a tidal wave. We both feel all of our emotion at once, it's a feeling words can't describe. As we pull away, you look into my eyes and I look into yours,we smile realizing that was our first kiss,And it wasn't going to be our last.

Silent Tears

A thunderous silencebreaks through my thoughts.What was once many great ideasis now a triumph, lost.Baffling words tumble through my mind.Reflections of darkness hover.A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me,and inside myself, I take cover.What would it be like to stay there forever?To be lost in all my cares?From the inside, looking out -I cry silent tears.

PROMISES MADE

Yesterday's goals, dim memories.Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears.Painful scars borne; Love's history.Futures crumble when doubt appears.No brightly lit hope envisioned,When following after harsh words.Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned.Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured.Apologies made, never bought.Price paid turned out far too costly.Though never known what would be wrought -Must walk into the night softly.One wish, only to be released.Granted - now receive this token.Words written in rhyme, love's deceased.When promises made . . . were broken.

PaIn Of ThE nIgHt

Watch as this tear falls into empty spaceSee it fall into life's nameless placeCan you see the sparkle as it catches the lightThat sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sightAs it falls watch it, its color has changedFrom blue to bright red, it has a wide rangeThere it goes all alone, it continues to fallWith it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of allWait, can you hear it? A sob has broke freeHas shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to beHere it comes, a force has been built between the eyeA wall of shear water, it's now time to cryA shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soulThe darkness of the night has taken its toll

lost in ur luv

Your words of pain enter my heart,I can feel them,I can almost touch them,Yet I have no real magic,I can only give you my love,But love does not seem to be potent enough,Your wounds are too deep and painful,I enter them and try to find a resolution,There is none,I try to find some glimmer of hope,There is none,Your heart is ice cold,No fire can melt it away,At least for now,Please come back to me,Open your heart,Open your arms,Open your eyes once again,You are blinded by his love,You are fueled by his love,But where are you,I look into your eyes and a vast sea of emptiness floats before me,You have given yourself to him,But he cannot keep you,My search for you is not over,You will return once again.

slow tears

I look upas a tear rolls slowlydown my cheekI think about better daysand wonder if I'll feel that way againyou look at mewith those eyes I know so wellalways serious, so deep and insightfulas though you're always in controlBut not todaynot nowNow you look so scaredlike for once you don't have the answerI gaze at youlooking deep into those hazel eyesHoping to understandwhy you've said those things you didI wonder for a momentif this is all a dreamif I shall wake in the morningand be relievedyou look at mewith a confusion I have never seenslowly pull me towards youand wipe the tears from my cheek

Falling IN Ur Luv

When I say I love you I doBut this with you will not doI need someone I can lean onSomeone I can count on tooYes you are there sometimesFor that I am grateful to youBut I need someone there full timeAnd that you can not doYou told me once you loved meThat I could believe in youI was there when you needed someoneWhere were you when I needed someone, too?The time has come for me to let goNever to expect you to care againPeople may come and people may goBut my love will never end

OUR LOVE

A warm sensation fills my bodyMy heart races with every touchThe softness of your voice soothesMy soulAs I lay there hoping the momentWill never endCalling out for youPraying that you'll never let me goThe sensation so strongI can no longer feel my bodySlowly I fade in and out of realityIn an instant the warm sensationFades awayMy heart emptyMy soul torn apartLying there; wondering where I wentWrongCalling out for you, only to findthere is no answerMy mind invaded with thoughtsSo cruel and unrefinedThe sensation of fear of what's to comeSlowly the reality over poweringThe lust and fantasyLeaving me emptyConfused on how to think or feelThe loneliness I feelSo wretched and compelledBetrayal to myselfRevealing the terrors of ur love

THINKING OF U

Thinking. Can't stop thinking.Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day.That dream was mine.A utopian dream.Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree.Pointy, like a star, you shone.So bright, yet not shining as a star would,But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard.You would not show off like a star.Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively -you were a star in my eyes.But like all stars, you died.That gas was gone.No pull between us.The atmosphere was dryand I began to choke.I was taken from my star - like a child being taken from its poor,drunken mother - I did not know what was happening.Dazed. Confused. Without true reality, I there sat.Wondering.The end of my world had only just begun, with yours beginning

I MISS YOU

This yearning in my heartThis confusion in my mindThe words left unspokenHaunts me all the timeEveryday I watch pass byWith an emptiness in my lifeAnd a hole in my heartWhere only you belongThere are nights I wake up cryingAnd wishing you were hereTo hold me in your armsAnd kiss away my tearsThere is something that keeps me holding on -What I'll never knowBut one day things will go my wayAnd I'll have you in my arms

YOUR EYES

When I look at your eyes, I see your true self.I see you're sweet, and caring.I see you're giving and forgiving.I see your love for me.When I look at your eyes I stop myself from cryingWhen I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry.I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes againThat I'll never see the love or the sweetnessOr the love that makes you who you are.One day you'll be gone - gone from me.Gone from this world.No matter what happens, those eyes will one day closeAnd forever rest in peace.But you'll never be completely gone,Because every time I close my eyes,There you will be.

WAITING FOR YOU

Wanting,lusting,to be held,to be loved,to feel warmth,to feel your beating heart.Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,heartless winds.Falling into invisible arms;into an abyss of love.Wishing,hoping,that my desires will be filled;my desires of loving warmth.Wanting to be held,comforted,loved.Dreaming of passionate embraces,of tender kisses,loving words,romantic nights.Waiting for undying love.

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