my Lif3.....

My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness.It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ...Yet finds no direction.My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness.It yearns to find warmth and happiness ...Yet it somehow eludes me.My eyes seek out visions in times of want.They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them Yet they cannot see the light.My ears listen earnestly in times of silence.They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ...Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me.My arms reach out frantically in times of despair.They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ...Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap.My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude.It poses intense questions that demand answers ...Yet there are none to be found.My hand reaches out earnestly in these times of confusion.It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice ...And gratefully, my lifeline to sanity ... remains intact.

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...............BuTt3RflY wiSh3s....

Yesterday a butterflyCame floating gently through the skyHe soared up through the atmosphereThen drifted close enough to hear.I said, "I'd love to fly with youAnd sail around the way you do.It looks like it would be such funTo fly up toward the summer sun.But I have not your graceful charm.I haven't wings, just these two arms.I've been designed to walk around.My human feet must touch the ground.Then magically he spoke to meand told me what his wish would be.He said, "What I'd love most to doIs walk upon God's Earth with you,To squish it's mud between my toesOr touch my finger to my nose.I'd love just once to walk aroundWith human feet to touch the ground,But I have not two legs that swing,I haven't arms, just these two wings."And so we went our separate waysIn wonder and surprise.For we'd both seen God's precious giftsThrough someone else's eyes

th3 B3auty.. of liF3

The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears,

The figure that she carries,

Or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes,

Because that is the doorway to her heart,

the place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole,

But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives,

The passion that she shows,

And the beauty of a woman With passing yearsonly grows.

ForGiv3 M3 Plx....

You tell me not to feel so sad,
But then I go and cry.
You tell me, “keep your chin up”
But I feel like I could die.
The worst day of my life
Was when I made that choice.
I need to feel you hold me,
I need to hear your voice.
Can you hear me softly calling?
Can you taste my sour tears?
Do you know how much I love you?
Do you know my biggest fears?
I’m afraid you still don’t love me,
I’m afraid you won’t return.
I’m afraid to show my feelings,
I have this inner burn...
The inferno of my sadness,
They are the fires of death.
They burn here deep within me,
And pierce my every breath.
I wish you would stay with me,
Please, don’t go away.
I need to know you love me,
And I need for you to stay.
I’ll love you for eternity,
I’ll love you for all time.
Just stay forever in my arms,
Again... just, please, be mine.
Now I know you’re gone for good,
And never coming back.
Now I see I’ve been replaced,
You haven’t lost your knack.
You always could move on so fast,
It crippled me to see.
You could always turn around,
And walk away from me.
You turned back only once to say,
“I will be back, don’t cry.”
You took away my heart and soul,
And now... I fear I’ll die.
You need to come back to me, dear.
I need to hear you say,
“I told you I’d be back sometime,
I’ve loved you till today.”

butterfly...

A shy little caterpillar looked at the sky.He hugged a leaf stem and he gave a big sigh.The sky and the stem didn't make a reply;He didn't not understand and he didn't know why.He hid from the blue jays so quick and so sly.He hid from the chipmunk so swift and so spry.He hid from the ant family living close by."Please, tell us, caterpillar, why are you shy?Please, little caterpillar, try not to cry.""I'll try," said the caterpillar, "but I am shy,I would not be shy if I could just fly.I know what I'm going to do by and by:I will spin a fine bed and I'll then say good-bye."A little wind sang him a sweet lullaby.And when he woke up. his wet wings were dry.The shy little caterpillar whispered, "Good-bye."He flew to the sky and was no longer shyBecause he had changed to a blue butterfly!

best frends

A friend is a person to laugh and cry with
,An inspiration,
Someone who lends a helping hand,
though friends may not be forever,
And they may not end up together,
the memories of a true friendship willlast forever.
A friend is not a shadow nor a servant
But someone who holda piece of a person in his heart.
Someone who shares a smile,
Someone who brightens up your day
..... no matter hw hard ppl try to break our frendship.. bt we five will be best frends 4 eva.... hehehe .. sooo enemies keep on making planes to break this frndship bt i wanna say it wuld neva happen

silent tears

I look upas a tear rolls slowlydown my cheek

I think about better daysand wonder

if I'll feel that way again

you look at mewith those eyes

I know so wellalways serious,

so deep and insightful

as though you're always in control

But not todaynot now

Now you look so scared

like for once you don't have the answer

I gaze at youlooking

deep into those hazel eyes

Hoping to understand

why you've said those things

you did

I wonder for a moment

if this is all a dream

if I shall wake in the morning

and be relieved

you look at me with a confusion

I have never seenslowly

pull me towards you

and wipe the tears from my cheek

Moonlight shining on my pillow
As I lay asleep
Is your skin, new fallen snow
It rests upon my cheek
The shooting stars that are your eyes
Dance and glimmer just for me
The cool and quiet night is wise
With you, O night, I flee
In my world of ancient dreams
That have been dreamt before
My love for you, O mortal, seems
Another ancient door
People love for days and nights
And shall forever care
But you, my heart, eternally white
No other love compare.

waiting for unyding luv

Wanting,
lusting
,to be held,
to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart
.Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,
heartless winds.
Falling into invisible arms;
into an abyss of love.
Wishing,
hoping,
that my desires will be filled;
my desires of loving warmth.
Wanting to be held,
comforted,
loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces,
of tender kisses,
loving words,
romantic nights.
Waiting for undying love.

missing u soo much..

Today I m feeling so low as you are not with me,

I miss u every moment wherever I may be.

My mind sets no where and just thinks about you,

I wanna talk a lot with you but our talks are due.

My lips are trembling and calling your name,

I cannot see you in front of me and I m going through this pain.

My tears are in trauma should they flow out or lay inside,

they want to roll down my cheeks but could not decide.

My one hand holds the other as it cannot hold yours,

It wanders for only your warm touch , I m sure.

My heart beats gets faster wishing you might be here,

giving me the feel of joy, love and care.

How much I love you is all i know,

i just feel it and I dont want to show.

I miss you with every beat of my heart,

no doubtyou are the only one of whom i can think about.....